The worst part of my playfully s**cidal grief is that my children don't give a fuck. I'm actively crashing out and this child can't walk 5ft alone because she saw a bug?! I'm gonna kms istg
I never had these experiences and I don't feel like I missed out! I like the dispensaries. I didn't want to buy from the weirdo. I like my bougie weed life. Thanks.
Buying weed from from that weird dude whose house always smelled like cat piss flavored incense... And getting to take few hits out of his bong that was more expensive than his car... Was a core memory that a lot of you will never find in a depensary.
@nicholas_whaley It took me a min to remember what I was watching when I said that. When he was given the order to destroy the Olympic carrier, Kara was outraged. Lee was too but like, ok we gotta do it. Its a weird dynamic because yes it's ok to question your orders and your leader..
@nicholas_whaley But what if you trust your leaders, do you question it morally or do you do your job? It probably wasn't that deep but to me it wasn't just Lee being a good soldier because we see him questioning authority all the time. It was him resigned that he may not know all the info ..
i can work out what i'm feeling and going through without trying to reach into the past. without going back to old behaviors, old toxic people, old ways of living when i hated myself (more). its such little progress but its progress.
i found myself trying to reach out to someone who has treated me so poorly for so long. maybe because i wanted acknowledgement or an apology. maybe because i want to hear that i'm not the issue. but after i sent the message and sat with it awhile, i went back and blocked them.