I have been paying a membership, haven't been in 7-8 months, it's in the same mall I work at, but I just cannot find the motivation to even walk in and cancel my membership....
i've had this feeling for a long time now, that whoever i end up marrying (if i even do) isn't going to love me, i don't know how being loved feels like and it sounds heavenly but every-time i get reminded of it,