Gay widowed and single again at 49. With stable work in the government. Started living alone at my apartment. Finding love again is difficult and rough one.
@d_xTHOR Will try Songkran for the first time on my 4th visit to Thailand next year. Then Taiwan Pride too. As well the Winter Festival in Hong Kong and Macau.
@Vinmeister_07 You are not alone. I just survive the grieving process. I did not visit my late partner's grave in his 1st year death anniversary to allow myself to breathe and cry out all the pain for the last time. I felt the acceptance in my heart. It's time to go on.
@Vinmeister_07 I felt your sentiments. I had been with my late partner of 16 years. All my life nakaikot ang mundo sa kanya. Sadly he passed away. Kaya sobrang devastated ako in his 1st year of death. I was lost along the way. Until God's twisted plan, he made me dated again.
@Vinmeister_07 Praying for your complete healing and praying for the next person who will love you unconditionally. God will do the rest. Have faith in him. Happy Easter my friend.
@Vinmeister_07 I know how hard it is. First 6 months yes are going through a transition phase. You are lost and beleaguered and hopeless. Always pray to God for guidance and healing. Focus on the things to keep you busy. I know it will not be easy to forget that precious person in your life.