Sometimes I have moments of clarity and think to myself, all this over a video game character that you didn't like?
You could have just ignored him like a normal person. Please seek help.
listen. lemme hold your hand and be your stern older sister for a sec.
you don't NEED the cards. or the outfits. or the game. these are all momentary pleasures that you do not own forever.
stand by your principles. stand by your friends, oomfs, artists, devs.
it will rerun.