rayne 🗝️

self proclaimed cool guy | bulimic | 19

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

i think i cut my throat with my fingernail while i was purging, is this serious or will it just heal

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

met a guy named ambrose what if it was him

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

genuinely thought my bf was different from other guys for that past 3 years. what a moron i am. i dont think a man that isnt sexist exists

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

that little girl was probably wearing some fugly jeans

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

relapsed like 2 days ago what am i even talking about

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

it doesnt even matter what i do i will always be stuck at bmi 28

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

how to stop hating my boyfriend

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

i bought a mint vape which is fine or whatever but it reminds me sooo much of my grandmas green mavericks and everytime i hit it i just get teleported back to being 14

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

my mom got diet pills from her doctor (re: meth) i am sooo jealous

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

i NEEEEEED a tongue piercing

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

i cant wait for 8am so i can eat avocado toast and check my shops. daily routine atp

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

i got a tattoo on my stomach like a month ago and i havent been able to show it off bc im a fat chud

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

I LOVE PICREWS!!!!!!

[rook 🫧 in recovery @W0LFZBANE]

NEW PICREW FOR EDTWT (link below!!)

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

only thinspo i need are pictures of me at 16

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

scared to go back on my meds bc what if they stop making me want to restrict

[Eden🕯️ @petalspig]

Everyday I mourn the weight I could’ve been at if I’d just kept going the first time.

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

changed my name to commemorate this new era of eating disorder

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

claviculars boyfriend unironically triggered me into a relapse. good lord

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

bought $70 diet pills,,,,soft relapse

[rayne 🗝️ @rottedcalz]

@sabaistic i recently gained weight but my fat distribution changed since i was last fat, so i didnt grow out of all my clothes. pretty sure we r like the same age so its probably like a second part of puberty or whtvr