Sakuragi 🧃

20 🍎 bulimic 🍏 edtwt 🍎 56.7kg 🍏 taken 🍎 cis men dni

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

𐂯 .ᐟ⸝⸝ . . .⠀꒰ #intro ,, #moothunt ꒱
Day 1
⁺　.⠀ 🍎/ Sakuragi ⠀ ⌒₊˚ 💚 ⠀
20 ノ she ノ b/p + BPD + bipolar
🍀 | looking for 18+ moots
🧃 #shedtwt #edrtwt
💬 I won't follow back if ur not an adult sorry!

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

꒰ঌ Day 4 ໒꒱
today wasn't the best. I've been super depressed recently, nothing seems to make it better.

Total - 1048cals

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

⤷ MLP diet𖥔

accountability thread for #edrtwt ─˙🍀 ̟!!

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

day 3
I don't even wanna talk about today man
every calorie idk

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

I'm never gonna lose weight at this rate.. I mean somehow I have I've lost 2ish lbs already which just shows how frickin fat I was before

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

who am I kidding I'm hungry everyday

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

I'm so hungry today

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

my body is actually failing me. another wasted day. I'm a piece of shit

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

gym bros need to stop eating plain white rice.. furikakes packets are literally 10 calories and make it so yummy pls it's so worth it

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

my bf is ignoring me again. I can't get up

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

my body is actually rotting from the inside out

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

my insides hurt so bad

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

@eveeeugh i really don't wanna get back into it cuz I know when I start I can't stop but it's so hard auufjghjjhh I'm just laying on bed cuz if I get up I'm gonna eat and it's all gonna go down from there

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

I wanna b+p so bad omfg I'm gonna die that vending machine downstairs is like torture

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

like I know not eating and being underweight is unhealthy and I shouldn't want it but people don't even know I have a disorder that's killing me because I'm chubby people tease me for eating so much and how I'm always hungry I don't even know I'm ugly and dying what's the point

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

and I'm going to a con on Saturday and I'm probably gonna eat there and idk what any of the calories are auugughfhhhh I wanna die why is it so hard to not binge genuinely everything is a trigger I hate it I hate it why can't I just not fucking eat

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

why is my feed politics

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

my bf just ruined my whole day. why can't he just think about me at least a little

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

i wanna eat everything in that vending machine downstairs and puke it all up just to feel something. I'm so dead today. I can't do this. let me die

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

I'm gonna die I can't fucking take this holy shit

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

why doesn't he love me anymore

[Sakuragi 🧃 @rottenapplx]

my bf isn't at school he was supposed to be 3 hours ago and he won't respond to anything any texts or calls why does he do this to me it's like he wants me to just fucking die why won't he acknowledge me why isn't he at school what is happening why I'm so worried sick I can't