Some of yall seriously need to cool it, I know you're coming from my TikTok but there will never be fan service or porn posted to my account. If that's all you're here for you will be let down. I'm here to build my twitch stuff and that is it.
There is a grief I feel lingering around when I feel like I'm making progress and pushing through hard stuff because I'm spending all this time building but for what? I am nowhere close to a family of my own. It's just me and my cat at the end of the day.
I want to physically fight someone. Like I'm at the point in burn out where I genuinely just want to kick said person so hard that I dislocate their jaw. No one specific. Just want catharsis.
2026 goals are still as follows - get strong (losing 20 more lbs, building muscle), get more tattoos, furnish my apartment more, buy my cat a cat tree, get 3 IT certs. Gonna circle back to this at the end of the year.
Me and my little brother just constantly talking about our plans to make more money and how we are going to invest in the next generation of our family is just peak. What do you mean we went from physically fighting to grown ass adults talking about retirement and investing??
Great thing about my menstrual cycle syncing up with the moon is I don't need to use a tracker app. I was like I'm fucking bitchy as hell lately. I go and check the moon and it's like oh yeah I'm 4 days off from starting that's why. I hate PMSing.
Dance parties in my underwear while I do chores pretending I'm some domesticated house wife. This post is sponsored by me working overtime and somehow still finding the time for whimsy.
Well yes I do love bed rotting with a good hand sewing project and a podcast. What else am I supposed to do with my cursed night shift sleep schedule and a day off???
There's something really healing about finally being able to spoil my little brother for Christmas. Him and I are both adults now but he's been going through the same stuff this year that I went through years ago and it's nice to prove to him that people love him.
I hoard little brother figures like a dragon. All my home boys are just slightly younger guys that I'm a terrible influence on and big sister energy with.