It seems that I've finally gotten what I wanted, and yet I regret everything. It's all over now, and yet I wish it wasn't. It seems that the only way to get out of this situation is to blow my head off. If only I had a gun •́︿•̀
I hate everyone I want everyone to leave me alone so I can die in peace I hate my only friend more than anything but I can't stop loving them just leave me already and make it quick #988twt
being suicidal doesn’t mean that I’m going to kill myself. being suicidal is having this inexplainable ache while you’re living. It’s waiting for your life to end, and wishing that you didn’t have to carry on. Having this ache, and incapability to feel happy living, doesn’t mean that I am going to kill myself; it just means that I wouldn’t mind dying
I've spent my whole life running from myself. I've stopped self harming and substance abuse but it isn't getting better, it's sickening, it's madness. I feel so empty inside I just wish that one day I won't wake up. I want to die more than ever before. #988twt