Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!)

I love my dog , recovery account is @lvn4rstar

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

I’m struggling with ed relapse so bad rn

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

@niko_oh_no True

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

Why do I feel faint when I’m hungry now after like months of recovery like if I restrict I nearly pass out to the point I need to eat to stay productive in what I have to do now

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

@niko_oh_no It suck’s though 😔

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

You know what, I’m gonna eat and stop restricting in a recovery restrict cycle. I’m gonna build the shit out of my muscles once I’m less weak to protect my dogs

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

Nvm still suffering it the next day

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

I’m out of the small ed remission phase for now

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

I’m out of the small ed remission phase for now

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

I decided to relapse this morning and without eating a heavy yogurt bowl I feel weak and dizzy

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

My cardiac appointment went good except for a mild leaky heart valve but I just relapsed and weighed my breakfast out because I convinced my mom to give me my food scale

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

Should I kms since I can’t relapse

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

If I don’t relapse I wanna be a animal rescuer

[remi °🪁 @skinnyoverload]

I got called racist bc I told a girl I’m not a fan of kpop?? fuck u no that’s not what I meant, god forbid I have a different music taste that’s a disgusting thing to accuse me of

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

I wanna relapse to look as pretty as possible again

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

@niko_oh_no He’s attached to me all the time now lol

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

I’m really trying to hold back on relapse because look at this child

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

My personality is like if pinkie pie and fluttershy had a baby 😭

[꒰ᐢ. ̫ .ᐢ꒱ @lsdbunnie]

Being Ugly as A Girl deadass Ruins ur life lol

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

Should I like relapse and leave my 6am breakfast that’s huge (because of meal plan) as a omad

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

@niko_oh_no Ikr it’s dumb how’d they get a medical license

[Ember :3 (vent acc in recovery tw!) @rottingember]

My doctor doesn’t believe I have a eating disorder the hell 🫩