Evan

[Evan @rougemutt]

@roguewolve Nono shhhhh don’t say sorry, don’t be sorry I’m just so glad you’re awake. It doesn’t matter, I just want you to be okay.

[Evan @rougemutt]

@roguewolve Hab, are you there? Are you in the house?! God, please be here, be okay.

[Evan @rougemutt]

@roguewolve No love, I’m not leaving, I’m not ever going to leave. It doesn’t matter who I know or what memories I have, I’m not going to leave you. God, you must be in so much pain- how can I heal you?! There’s gotta be a way-

[Evan @rougemutt]

@roguewolve God, oh my god, fuck Hab you look so hurt, you’re bruised so bad, it’s like i can see the blood pooling under your skin. Oh love, oh love why did you let yourself get hurt so bad??

[Evan @rougemutt]

@roguewolve Moving in?! God, no love, I just wanted to get my memories straight. I was never going to leave you, I promise. Now what the fuck happened, are you alright?!

[Evan @rougemutt]

@roguewolve Oh fuck thank god you’re okay, where are you, who the hell is with you?!

[Evan @rougemutt]

@TH3V0Y3UR I know, I…didn’t mean it like that. I’m sorry. I’m leaving, goodbye and good luck.

[Evan @rougemutt]

@TH3V0Y3UR And you expect me to go down without a fight? C’mon, Vin. You should know me better.

[Evan @rougemutt]

@TH3V0Y3UR Don’t count on that.

[Evan @rougemutt]

@TH3V0Y3UR He’ll have to. We need some time alone.

[Evan @rougemutt]

@TH3V0Y3UR I’m sorry. Maybe I’ll see you again, or not. I don’t know. I just need to be with him.

[Evan @rougemutt]

@TH3V0Y3UR My head feels better, but I can feel the ache in my chest. He needs me, Vin. I can’t stay here much longer, I’m sorry.

[Evan @rougemutt]

@TH3V0Y3UR Haha, yeah. Oh god, Vin, it’s like I can feel him hurting. Did I do the wrong thing?? Should I not have come here?!

[Evan @rougemutt]

@TH3V0Y3UR Don’t feel like you have to be, okay? You’ve already helped me a lot. I’m sorry this is how you’re meeting me.

[Evan @rougemutt]

@TH3V0Y3UR …….Just like I remember. It’s too familiar, it hurts.

[Evan @rougemutt]

@TH3V0Y3UR I’m not hungry, I worry I’d throw up anything you’d make. I’m sorry.

[Evan @rougemutt]

@TH3V0Y3UR Oh god- I’m sorry, just hearing you say that, saying my name- it’s too similar to him. I’m sorry, I don’t mean to just barge into your house and cry-

[Evan @rougemutt]

@TH3V0Y3UR Yes, but he’s still hurting. Because of me. I feel sick when I’m away from him for too long, like my body is rejecting us being apart.

[Evan @rougemutt]

@TH3V0Y3UR Thanks, I’ll take the meds but I don’t think I can sleep. I can’t relax knowing he could be hurt.

[Evan @rougemutt]

@TH3V0Y3UR I didn’t want any of this to happen, Vinnie. I love him. It’s my fault because I blew up at him, god, I wish my head would just stop hurting. I can’t take the ringing in my ears anymore.