rouhi

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@Dear_Poptart I SIMPLY LOVE YOU!!! and love all of your work too!!! our brains can be mean to us but it's always lying to us!!!

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@Dear_Poptart YOUR ART IS WONDERFUL you do such great work always... people rush to commission you, I've even had people ask about art I get from you so they can try to commission you too... your work is wonderful always

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@nyawurin YAAAAY

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@gluppilled it's such a crime

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@chukishuki I'll always remind you any time you need it too...

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@chukishuki I DON'T BLAME YOU this is so upsetting but not knowing if you're overreacting... but you absolutely were not. you had absolutely every reasonable right to be very very upset by it

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@Dear_Poptart i'm so proud of you

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@chukishuki i will always always always be by your side and sharing in your sadness so long as you share it with me... i will never let you be alone!

i normally would just like a tweet like these to let you know i support you but this made me so upset that i had to say something too...

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@chukishuki i was mourning so much... i really am not good with reaching out but there was not a single day where you two were not in my thoughts for months. you will always be important to me...

I used to remember her as seeming very close to you... so all of this is so. genuinely angering

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@chukishuki even as someone else who's just a friend i couldn't go a single day without thinking about him and feeling dread from mourning for months... seeing such a lack of empathy from someone like this who would pretend to care is so. hurtful. angering. this is actual real betrayal.

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@chukishuki i don't blame you in the slightest... i could never forgive someone for someone like this. i couldn't even stand to hear about the concept of suicide for months after it happened without feeling completely wrecked. god. infuriating.

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@chukishuki im. so livid that someone could even muster the lack of empathy or concern about others, to say something like this at that time. oh my god.

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@kanashimiau you've had to do a lot to support your family and others... I know quite a bit about your past. things did not go exactly easy for you... you didn't always have the support you needed to "do more"... everyone situation is different, so comparing is always dangerous

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@kanashimiau it's easy to think that, but they all likely had better chances, a more stable economical scenario, a better support system, etc, to get them to where they are... it's really really rare that people simply "work harder" without external forces changing their experience & outcome

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@kanashimiau I really hope so!!
Don't let the effort you've put into everything so far be in vain... you've already done such a wonderful job. We only get to be alive one time, so we're not gonna make every right choice, but I think you've done a great job making a lot of good ones. 💕

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@kanashimiau i know hearing things like this doesn't stop this from happening; i don't expect it to either. but i want to say it. i always want to say it. i know it's easy to think about what more you could have done, but you've already done so much with your life and you always amaze me!!

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@kanashimiau It's all normal ways to think, we do this to ourselves constantly... but what's normal for us isn't always good for us...
but I will say as a general reminder that you are very loved in this life. and I still look up to you for everything you accomplished. You've done so well!!!

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@kanashimiau since its easy to mourn and daydream of things that could be better, and it slowly does begin to degrade on our mental health because it makes us have disdain for our current life, we have to trick ourselves into thinking that any "better life" would be given by a mischievous fae

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@kanashimiau it's easy to fall into this😭 I do it too...
when I start to mourn and daydream about reincarnation or starting over, I always think of the fantasy caveats that come with it, the butterfly effects, etc, that would very likely cost me the people I'd want to earn back again...