Rowan ⋆˚꩜

tw ed sh • they/them • 22 y/o • please dm me if you feel like it i’m very lonely T^T

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

the video that started it if anyone’s curious i highly recommend giving it a listen cause wow https://t.co/Z22s9EQyGl

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

youtube recommended me a random performance video by a group i’ve never heard of and it’s now 2 am and i’ve been listening for 2 hours i think I’m in a trance

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@silly_cherub i should really try to do that, i think it would be really helpful tbh!

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

i need someone to tell me what to eat. i keep just not eating and then binging over and over again. like maybe if i actually ate i wouldn’t binge but i don’t even know how to eat normally anymore

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@lazylambzz right??! much better than this weird fast, binge, fast, binge business i have going on 😓

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@lazylambzz it’s the worst 😩 lowkey might just try and make a mealplan with things i know i like and ok-ish macros and just try and stick to that every day. i can’t go on like this 😭😭

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@lazylambzz ily

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

i don’t think anyone will ever love me other than the people who are obligated to. i will never have friends, i will never have a partner, no one will ever really know me. i was destined to be alone

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@lazylambzz could’ve been so jolly but alas

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

born to be silly and goofy and merry but cursed with mental illnesses 😔

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@lazylambzz thank you lambi this means the world to me ilysm 🫂❤️ do you really? i can’t even imagine anyone thinking about me outside of direct conversations

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@fawnhops thank you, i appreciate you sm ❤️

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@roslyakobites thank you 🫂❤️

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

just hit 2 months and immediately fucked it i hate myself

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@lazylambzz yayy i’m so glad ❤️❤️

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@fawnhops ooooh fun!! i hope you enjoy 🫶

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@wudrowen CHLOEEEE so cool omg i love it

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@mangorizaulait will forever and always recommend the album even a child can cover the sun with a finger by forager 🙂‍↕️

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@fawnhops just watched the trailer cause i hadn’t heard of it and it looks so cute and fun omg! didn’t think it was gonna be actual sheep detectives haha. if you end up watching it, lmk if you’d recommend it :D

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@fawnhops 7k is a lot!!! you definitely deserve to rest tonight 🫶

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@fangbones real 😔

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@fawnhops what are you planning on watching?

[Rowan ⋆˚꩜ @rowrexia]

@fawnhops MOVIE MOVIE MOVIE!!