youtube recommended me a random performance video by a group i’ve never heard of and it’s now 2 am and i’ve been listening for 2 hours i think I’m in a trance
i need someone to tell me what to eat. i keep just not eating and then binging over and over again. like maybe if i actually ate i wouldn’t binge but i don’t even know how to eat normally anymore
@lazylambzz it’s the worst 😩 lowkey might just try and make a mealplan with things i know i like and ok-ish macros and just try and stick to that every day. i can’t go on like this 😭😭
i don’t think anyone will ever love me other than the people who are obligated to. i will never have friends, i will never have a partner, no one will ever really know me. i was destined to be alone
@lazylambzz thank you lambi this means the world to me ilysm 🫂❤️ do you really? i can’t even imagine anyone thinking about me outside of direct conversations
@fawnhops just watched the trailer cause i hadn’t heard of it and it looks so cute and fun omg! didn’t think it was gonna be actual sheep detectives haha. if you end up watching it, lmk if you’d recommend it :D