rox_sounds

She/they
Lost and online;
Tiktok & insta: rox_sounds

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That being said, I'm sick and tired of the hate and self righteousness. I'm sick of seeing "drama" created out of serious situations.

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There's many ppl who aren't blind supporters of abusers but rather grieving fans saying their goodbyes. Ppl who saw the bad but wanted to believe in the good of a person until they couldn't anymore. What good is it attacking and antagonizing those ppl?

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Not to mention you're sending hate to the wrong ppl. Instead of unfollowing or talk about why ppl think and behave the way they do, you started sending them hate.

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I know I may sound boring and old but Pinterest is my most calming social media acc
Like rly, mostly decent comment sections and no need to read them at all. Just pictures, comics and stuff to get inspo.
I like my silly little picture app

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Istg, I'm about one angry emotional dysregulation of my own emotions away from choosing violence instead of songwriting as my outlet 🙃

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Kinda embarrassing how it took me this long to understand that the @NoahKahan lyrics of
'But I've cut ties with all my anger
So I guess it's just the world I'll have to blame'
Might mean s/o 'isn't able to feel/connect to their anger', rather than s/o 'letting their anger go'

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B) you'll end up with people using you, you possibly enabling such behavior accidentally and again, you getting hurt again.

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I'm SO fucking done with self pity/misery. I promise I go 3 extr miles at least to understand ppl and help them with their struggles, but I'm not gonna go and enable you or allow you to use my justified anger and pain you caused with this behavior to further prove yourself r8

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(2) like for real, there's a level to having self image issues where it does not only become a self fulfilling prophecy, but you will also hurt the people around you.

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(3) If you keep erasing and overstepping your own boundaries for "the sake" of other ppl, won't help them. You'll either A) hurt them the moment they recognize what you did for them and the way you hurt yourself for them or

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At this point it's either a rly weird coincidence how Loveless songs predict my love life or I rly need to stop dating emotionally unavailable dudes

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Realized today that I got offered the appointments to discuss my thesis the same day I got broken up with... Which is somehow a wild mixture

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@juliancomeau So incredibly sorry to hear that, I remember losing my childhood dog and cat. I'm sure he will be happy across the rainbow bridge🌈
It takes some time but you will be ok, my condolences 🙏🏻❤️

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I think I just did the most adhd thing ever:
Picked up my first dose of Ritalin and left my calender in the store... The calender that has all my appointments and shit... While picking up adhd meds...

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@Del_ightful @thisisloveless Nice thank you! 🥰

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Eyo, can anybody with a @thisisloveless sweatshirt help me out with the sizing? Like just wether they tend to be true to size, bigger or run small.
(I wanna pre-order this one⬇️)

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So apparently the one time where having time blindness is great is when your waiting at the doctors office to get shoved inbetween appointments

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Who was gonna tell me that you can buy live worms on Amazon

It's supposed to be used for gardening but there's so much evil potential

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So I made a little friend after the honey revenge show 🩷
Also apparently snails can lick you? feels like a reeeaally tiny cat is licking you