I'm so tired of this loneliness. So tired of ignored messages, no conversations, the only acknowledgement of my existence on a personal level just being anger.
I'm so sick of this worthlessness. I'm so sick of giving my all to others, to not even be seen in return. I'm a ghost.
In this heat I'd love to be playing on the beach with my 6'4, husky, mostly smooth boyfriend, who has a keen interest in history and furries and whose love language is kindness and definitely isn't just a fantasy in my head :')