What sins have I committed all this time? , what should I do, trapped in this situation it is very difficult to find a way out, I really want to tell a story, but I am afraid that the people we love will only sympathize and slowly leave, God, this is my way?
Awal nya yakiin dan akhirnya berharap lebih anjing, coba buat kurangin ekspetasi tinggi inii, pengen kaya dlu aja si, apa-apa sendiri, ngapa sekarang malah kebergantungan kebahagiaan ama dia anjing-anjinggg
yaaa untuk skarang coba buat ikutin kemauan dia, sampai sejauh mana, ikutin sampe bener-bener cape. Exited sendiri itu ga bagus yaa ternyata, cukup selesain masalah yang lebih besar dri ini.
Kenapasi gua ngemis banget buat di hargain wkwkwk, padahal gua udah semenghargai itu sama dia, apaa karna finansial yaa, ga pantes yaa buat di hargain karna finansial.
Tapi gua sadar si banyak kurang nyaa jga wkwk, tapi gua gapernah sama sekali nyepelein komunikasi barkabar semacam itu, tapi dia gengsi dan egois anjirr, gmnaaa yaaa buat biasa ajaa nerima itu semua anjing² wkwkwk terlanjut sayang banget gua sampe begooooooo
@mzdra_@lyndaibrahim Yaelah kaya baru tinggal di indo ajaa bree , baru dakwaan iyaa seberapa sanggup lu bayar biar ga di vonis wkwkwk , misal 5juta cukup buat ga di vonis dan di batalakan dakwaan nya wkwkk bro pikir pasal undang undang ini berjalan sesuai sop di ENDONEZIA wkwkwkkwk
but to look forward there is no chance for me anymore :( , yes one day if I leave I apologize to the people closest to me and my family who I have disappointed, good things always come to you who I love.
I'm tired, really tired, maybe I'm too much of a crybaby, yes, it's true that I'm a crybaby, but I'm proud that a crybaby like me really carries the burden himself, without people knowing, if I ask God, is this my karma, will this test be over?
In the end, I really faced it alone, I didn't know who to ask for help, my finances were devastated, my family never understood their children, there was no place to go home for me who had too many burdens and problems.