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[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

@headlessgimp that's what i just did because they didn't show the back of the bikini in pics and i'm 99% sure its a thong

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

i wish i had fifty dollarssssss

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

tht carnival frights draculaura is ugly as fuck i'm sorry i'm just praying the other dolls r better because i LOVVEEEE carnival themed dolls but god drac is chopped

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

feels horrible to be in recovery n actively trying to gain weight for the first time in my life But still only rly being complimented on how skinny i am, friend keeps saying im "lucky" i have a thigh gap n i just felt embarrassed . 2 years ago that would've fed my ego for weeks

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

going to a water park for the first time tomorrow and it's a 21+ event so theres gonna be hella Grown bad bitches n i'm so nervous bc i don't feel attractive for my age range anymore . nobody wants a 22 year old girl with a twink build . Please got let the old hoes fw me

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

unicorn hunting is cringe except when i do it

[Folly👄 @wtffolly_]

What????

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

@MacabreLovers punxnkisses :)

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

shitty eroguro self portrait i never finished

[thanatos @PEZOLCFTD]

I WANNA BE A MUKBANGER WITH THE FEEDER CONTENT ALLEGATIONS.

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

@pwuffee to precious for job + already got bikini covered

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

@headlessgimp i am Eyeing that timer rn for this bikini u hav no idea

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

@lor2mgg long story short we became friends bc we like ur music but then they kinda fuckd up our friend group - but as far as the internet goes theyr Finee not a bad person just an enemy in my small circle

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

one of my irl opps is mutuals with lor2mg and that's probably the only respectable thing about him

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

@janlevinson69 i always think i'm doing a good job disguising it but then i end up sending like 17 more texts

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

i'm not monogamous Btw i just view things differently now & i do think one partner should be "enough"

like, ur cup should already be full before u try to have a relationship with more than one person imo. i do it for fun now, not bc im seeking something im "missing" i guess

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

i used to think i understood this sentiment but then i got into a monogamous relationship with someone i actually like, and yeah all my needs r actually met lol

i don't like the idea of polyamory as "collecting partners categorically to meet all my specific needs"

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

and then like a month after i found out this info he actually showed up at my job coincidentally and he recognized me and i got outed as Mentally ill in front of my boss

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

last time i gave someone from the psych hospital my instagram i found out they were a t4t serial rapist years later because i went on a date with his ex

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

in 2nd grade my class had to vote who the "meanest kids" were and i was voted and they made us do counseling and write about how to be kinder, and i still don't know to this day why i was voted . But i did have undiagnosed autism

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

these r 99% of my dreams now i rarely have any stereotypical nightmare scenarios its always some psychological warefare

[mj ✚ @rubbrdolly]

i keep having nightmares where it'll start as a normal dream but then smth happens and suddenly everyone is gaslighting me about being mad/scared/upset ???? someone cld straight up die and everyone will be like dude what's wrong