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I am back. Yea just for you.

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The love hypothesis

Love Adam’s character so much. Strict, scary, stiff, but not to his girl. How he always put her in priority, but not spoiled her. Well, yes, you know my type of man. No, i am not into bad boy. But, yes being love by someone deeply, will move me.

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@fiksimetropop mau nyari buku a love like this, tp udah ga ada di gramedia 🥲

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Will you not marry me?
By Claeria

Tanggung Jawab atau Cinta.

Karakter Jo bener2 persisten, kita dia melakukan kesalahan fatal, dia merasa dia harus bertanggung jawab. Tapi Sheren merasa, pernikahan tetap harus berdasarkan rasa cinta.

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I hate this slow moment

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If only, i am not stupid loyal scorpio, that hopelessly waiting for someone you love betrayed you, so that you can move on.

That feels better than this.

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God, my only wish, if he is not mine, can you send me invitation of his wedding, so i can move from this waiting days?

At least, i know, he didn’t want me anymore, and i should star a new step.

[rubiyulman @rubiyulman]

I miss you.

God, Your hand is powerful. Can you deliver my message to him. At least, in his dream.

Please tell him, he made me fool enough, waiting him, all these years.

[rubiyulman @rubiyulman]

I wish I have all the courage

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15.31 - perjalanan masih 1 jam 45 menit sebelum sampai di salah satu ujung pulau jawa.

Can I keep stay sane, and not try to message you?

[rubiyulman @rubiyulman]

All the silent and slow song near my ears, warm me and make me to remember all the deep voice of yours, that whispering my ears from the other worlds make me picture how deep your dimples that painted on your smiling face.

[rubiyulman @rubiyulman]

Is it because of this hopeless song?
Is it because of time moving slowly?
Or is it because the romantic book i read?

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Oh my, being this weak isn’t me at all.

Don’t get wrong. I am okay without you, but doesn’t mean I don’t want you to ruin my heart.

Ruin it, i don’t mind, as long as you stay.

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Now, I am inside the big moving metals. Looking out thru the crystal glass, still wondering, what i did that make you leave me?
Did you meet your Sore that love you so much that can recklessly returned the time to meet you one more time?

[rubiyulman @rubiyulman]

I really want to send a message to you.

Someone want to visit me, he made time for me, book a flight and hotels, without plans, just to visit me.

Will you jealous? Will you come running to me and tell me to not meet him?

[rubiyulman @rubiyulman]

I heard you asked me before to my friends. Where am I?

Can you ask it directly?

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Being scorpio with the loyal as middle name. It’s hard to moving on, especially to some unfinished business.
Being a girl with all stupid pride, that believe, if he wants you, he will prioritized you over others. Can I do some reckless thing, like sending you message?

I miss you

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The memory is still vivid, i still remember all call we had, all the meaning less chat that we shared. Am i being fool to remember?

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Satu hal yang aku sesali adalah ketika aku menyerah berharap untuk dia berusaha.
Not once, it always happened. If only time travelers does exist, i probably will get back to that time, like a Sore, more selfish for my self, don’t thinking about anything else.