Intro!
Not new to edtwt, but I’d love some more moots! :)
My name is Ruby, but you can also call me Rue!
-She/They
-21
-Pro recovery
-Ana B/P, schizophrenic
I need to stop getting admitted. Even though it’s for my general mental health they always threaten to make me stay longer when I don’t eat- so now I’ve gained a good 10lbs. Fuck, I can’t stop the cycle.
@bl00dnB0nee Omg this happens to me too, it’s so painful :( sometimes I try to apply an ice pack, it kind of just helps to make the pounding feeling go away if that makes sense
why do i feel like i’m 15 again? the attachment issues, the cries for help, being weirdly cryptic, it’s all back. why does this happen whenever something big happens in my life? 🐭