letters to you

[letters to you @rubyredletter]

i miss you deeply and i miss you completely
and in a way, missing you is missing me
i don’t think i knew who i was until i met you
and i don’t know if i’ll ever be comfortable with who i am when im without you

[letters to you @rubyredletter]

i fear a life with you and i fear a life without you

[letters to you @rubyredletter]

woke up with the dread again
a familiar enemy
that i won't ever call a friend
you were in my dream,
the only place you exist now
you're honestly better in my head
we are
i swore i'd love you forever
why did i curse myself
why is this the promise
i can't break