rubyyy

insanely jealous, mentally ill, sad, sad girl who’s trying her best but it usually isn’t enough.

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

everyone has eachother or themselves i have none of that

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

maybe i need to priv im scared shes reading what im saying

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

dawg its so over tbh she’s never gonna truly love me

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

starting to believe genuinely my gf wants anyone and it doesnt have to be me its lowk ruining my life

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

i really am replaceable oh my god is it too late to kms

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

@ghostedpervert let’s all murder him!

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

like gen what am i supposed to do… i really want it 😓i also want a lot of love like not holding hands or something i want like a nice small gesture just out of the blue just cause because they want me to be happy n feel good

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

wanting intimacy is so confusing when all my life ive never known how to initiate or wanted it with somebody.. lowk feel disgusting 4 it ngl

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

@ghostedpervert HELLO?

[j64th𓂀 @literallymej]

Being kept around but not fully chosen is one of the most draining and confusing feelings ever

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

pushing people away when all you want is for them to stay feels so good. in a fucked up kinda way

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

no because i crave being seen so bad

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

no because what can i even do anymore

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

@ghostedpervert are you SURE thats what happened

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

she talks sweetly to me a bit and i fold. i’ve become this easy for a brat

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

@ghostedpervert top 10 worst feelings ever

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

i just want her to like meeee….

[rubyyy @rubyyydborgia]

i hate saying goodbye to you cuz you’re my home. i hate leaving home