@akiyoghurt you’ll always keep discovering things about yourself, do not feel rushed or compelled to do anything that doesn’t feel right. enjoy your time exploring what feels right for you, before you realize it stuff clicks and it’ll feel right. ^^
abandonment issues go crazy style, i went through a rough patch emotionally due to it after leaving socal at first which didn’t help, but establishing my roots here has really aided me in growth overall. <3
i’ve been getting a lot better about it recently bc i’ve been overall more secure, happier, etc; but sometimes it’s a little hard to shake the irrational thoughts every now and again of abandonment/replacement.
anyways, pickle building.