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19 | mdni | edtwt | 5’5 | ugw; 49kg | 🇬🇧 | high sw

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not new to edtwt, just a new account <3

- 19
- looking for moots 🫶
- mdni
- #edtwt

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@venusianpoison i literally just rewatched it omg thats what brought this on 😭😭

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she may sell vagina candles but she’s still THINSPO 💜

[kanna ⋆˚࿔ @kaane0]

“skinny september”
“small september”
“slim september”
“slender september”
#needthat #alloftheabove

[𝜗𝜚 Violet @tinypinkrose]

watching someone thinner than me say they’re fat

[martina 🐬 @1111bones]

atp the only way i get to feel clean and femenine is by losing weight and that's so fucked up

[aurora🪽 @auorana]

i just wanna be this type of skinny

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manifesting this for autumn 🕯️🕯️

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@funaluvstuna @traumaticbunnie YESS SAME BUT I LIVE IN LONDON 😝

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@venusianpoison yess ofc i do my best but i have a high sw but unfortunately i can feel great but then see my side profile in a mirror and crash out

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@venuszns no same i have a binge eating disorder and i’m depressed so its just like a war zone out here trying not to eat the whole kitchen when i’m upset 😭

[— 💭 @dittosbmi]

how i stare at my parents after
they cook a loving homemade meal
(I have a eating disorder)

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the candle bit is not relevant obviously but i cant look at her without thinking about it 😭

[☆isaac @sumofallfears7]

would yall call me crazy if i said i willingly relapsed into my ed

like, i thought to myself "should i start starving myself again" followed by "yeah sure why not" and then i made the very conscious decision to stop eating and start weighing and measuring myself

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@grrotesq burgers, i love burgers 😔

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does anyone else think about getting plastic surgery now that they are 18+ because i want a nose job + boob jop and lowkey chin lipo SO bad

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@dayinlifeum genuinely dont, i dont anymore but i used to. the blood vessels around my eyes would deadass burst because of how intense it is to actually force yourself to throw up + it is also verrrrrry addictive and hard to stop.

[⭐️ @getskinnygettea]

I’m so jealous of people that have 20kg or less of weight to lose. Like girl you could be done by Christmas

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honestly i have been on edtwt on and off since i was 13 yet i cannot properly fast anymore i mean i used to go a whole week without eating and it wouldn’t be too bad, now im 19 like the concept of not eating for even a day hurts my stomach

[ℋ @idiotmodel]

Body so teaaaa she’s inspo for days

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idk if this is just my niche but elena gilbert is my thinspo like this is my dream body 😔 i literally can’t watch tvd without being triggered