Why are you my sorce of happiness even though all you do is hurt me .
Why can’t that be enough for me to completely forget you when you don’t care about me and now I don’t exist to you .
Happy anniversary again
You forgot to tell me again
Another month forgotten
I’m used to it I guess
I forgot how it feels to be genuinely happy and loved
I was never happy to begin with .
Good night.
Rest less
Uneasy
Overthinking
And memories flow in
What a year .
Time
Waisted
It’s really over
I’ll hang in there fine
Need to strengthen my mentality
I’ll be myself again soon
Senior year is a roller coaster
How do you move on. Like this shit hurts ? I’m going to remember all this for a hell of a time ?like who am I going to enjoy playing games with.
But this is what’s best for me why can’t I accept that ?
If you see this, first of all hi. I miss our anniversary celebrations and genuine cuddles 🐾
But that’s all done with .
Just saying I miss them since I Had trouble taking you how I feel.
But thank you , for everything I love you , I wish I didn’t have communication issues 🥀