ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉

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[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

hello everyone, ive decided that im going to leave this account up as an archive. thank you for everything, im not going to be active here anymore. goodbye everyone <33 - ollie

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

@Bunny_boo6969 yeah !!! hopefully they should all be healed by the end of next week :33

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

tw healing sh
will these heal for the 31st of august ... i need them to be healed 👿

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

wanna cry

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

yes yes and yes none of them worked at all :(

[SKUH @m_ilmc]

have you tried therapy? counselling? distractions? if so, tell us what worked best

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

i have a love hate relationship with them somedays i like them
somedays i want to cut them off my body

[SKUH @m_ilmc]

do you hate your scars? do you love them? are they pretty to you or a reminder of what you’ve done?

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

my dad saw :(

[SKUH @m_ilmc]

who found out first? did you tell them? did they walk in??

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

yes :(( i feel terrible because i know they worry about me so so much

[SKUH @m_ilmc]

do you have people in your life that unintentionally make you feel guilty for sh?? eg personally when my bsf sees it makes me wanna recover so bad that not a single scar is left

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

im in recovery atm !! my friends motivated me to as i wasnt getting any better, only worse

[SKUH @m_ilmc]

have you ever tried recovery?? if so then what made you want to recover??

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

fascia theyre horrid to heal but its the only cut that makes me feel valid

[SKUH @m_ilmc]

what’s your FAVORITE type of cut?

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

hypodermis

[SKUH @m_ilmc]

what’s your usual type of cut, cat scratches, styros or bean?

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

water 😭

[SKUH @m_ilmc]

do you clean up after? if so then what do you use? if you don’t clean then what do you do?

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

not rlly i cut clean and depending on whether or not i deem it worthy ill do aftercare

[SKUH @m_ilmc]

do you have a routine? eg prepare to cut, cut, aftercare - if so the drop the routine

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

first time i used a knife (scratches) and then pencil sharpeners, i use double edge razors now

[SKUH @m_ilmc]

what tools did you first use? what do you use now???

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

all of the above

[SKUH @m_ilmc]

do you sh out of anger, guilt, sadness or punishment? or what else??

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

i started when i was 12, stopped for a while and started again when i was 13

[SKUH @m_ilmc]

WHEN did you first start sh?

[ollie !! drugshedtwt 🍉 @ruis_left_arm]

cleaning my room after a b/p episode will always be so humbling

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