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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ 17⠀ ೃ།ྀི ྀི ˚̣̣ ͜ ⑅ cbmi 19s
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ him it ⑅݂ ̫ ݂ ugbmi 15s⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀

[⃟ @rukillshimself]

. ru / rue | 17 𝄞 161.29cm
bmi 19s 𓈒 ugbmi 15s
asd, pd, ana, arfid
interactive, Ifb 15 and over
idv, dmcb, hannibal, iwtv, & more

♡ / ↻ to mutual, and appreciated
#edrtwt #shrtwt #shedtwt

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how do you make friends in your town when you are in alternative school and are not involved in your community, nor know how to be

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fasting forr idk how long, cheesecake is the only thing I will break my fast for

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I need a job

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this disorder makes me so fucking tired

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@dearcrucifix In my experience, anything below 1000 long term just makes me binge and people notice a lot more. though, if you do end up doing it, stay safe as much as possible

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@sunnedstrved take fat naps tbh

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went from 113.4 to 111.2 in two days, thank god

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I am so incredibly depressed right now I have no clue why

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@dearcrucifix #hibye

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@vodkzaloid Me Too

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do you also have the “if you cannot be good at starving, you have to be good at cutting” or “if you cannot be good at cutting, you have to be good at starving” mentality?

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@_angelalice you can definitely tell with the legs

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I hate sitting on the toilet it is so uncomfortable

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ones I actually ask for, I am not too into surprises & often end up discarding the ones people try to surprise me with. people read me wrong.

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32. what kind of gifts do you like to receive

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dismissive avoidant

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28. your attachment style? 👀

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cheesecake

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27. your comfort meal

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yes, I have arfid because of my autism

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26. are you a picky eater

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charisma & syncing with their interests or personality, it depends on the person though

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25. ur go-to strategy when trying to befriend someone

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conduct. Disorder. Still have said conduct disorder.

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24. what kind of child were u

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horrible but I have to do it, it is a need for me unfortunately

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21. opinion on therapy