ela me olhando assim enquanto eu tô ajoelhada limpando o café que ela cuspiu no chão depois de me chamar de imbecil burra inútil e eu só concordar com um sorriso no rosto
sometimes i fantasize about wednesday addams coming home drunk and beating me until i feel numb. she kicks me in the ribs until i can hardly breathe. then she starts to cry and apologizes, begging me to forgive her. she holds me all night as i gently cry into her t-shirt
no lube, no protection, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cow girl, doggy, backwards, forwards, sideways, upside down, on the floor, in the bed, on the couch, on a chair, being carried against the wall, sweat rolling, voice cracking, trembling, sheets soaked, hair drenched, hair ripp-