So when I spent time near the surface, for the past couple of years, it gave me newfound appreciation for the long way I've come. And this lived experience is precious. Thank you to the universe. ๐ฉต
Recently I've been feeling listless and flighty, like there's something not quite right, yet nothing was off. I was going on trips, hanging with friends and working on school and my job like any person might be around me. And today a reminder came through of rougher days +
Because through these times we get to tunnel deeper down into the depth. It creates the capacity for us to feel deeply, and if you become comfortable at the depth, no matter how deep down you go, you won't drown. It was uncomfortable to say the least +
Text instead of picking up her bfs gross hair clump or telling him to do it. What the actual fuck
So she left it there that I could pick it up????#$@$%$^
Anger still hasn't gone down since 2 days ago so need to flush it out somewhere
Rm send me a passive aggressive text telling me there's hair in the shower and it's not hers so don't be upset
Also put up a list of 'reminders' like wipe the mirror wipe the counter +
I think I'm too tolerant of bs because I think about ok, the other person minds it so ig I'll try not to make them upset. But hypocrites won't hold themselves up to their own standard. So stressful using the bathroom every single time now.
She also took the time to write me a
I might have adhd for real because I'm taking an hour to eat my yogurt cup one bite and I'm doing something else ...and I just stopped again to write this twt ๐ค