Ogata Hyakunosuke….on the ground…i want to kick his stomach until he vomits, he is so hot. So cute. I want to be a psychiatrist to facilitate him hallucinogens. Next au
how suicidal is ogt on the daily? he is prone to being self destructive, and he did kill himself, but as means to an end. I think the end usually isn’t death. He does have an abnormal relationship with death, but I don’t picture him going ‘kms kms’ all the time
@denchikeshkere yeah like I get for specific fan made scenarios if ogt is given more conditions to be mentally unstable and have 310 psychosis often, I otherwise don’t think the proactive thought of ‘kms’ is his whole thing
how suicidal is ogt on the daily? he is prone to being self destructive, and he did kill himself, but as means to an end. I think the end usually isn’t death. He does have an abnormal relationship with death, but I don’t picture him going ‘kms kms’ all the time
@hinnahinnaoripa like i try to imagine while he acts on whims, the underlying frame of logic or irrational need to prove beliefs e.g. ‘no such thing as guilt and a pure person’ drives him to want to die to asirpa
(would that count as being suicidal?)
But no..there is so much, it’s so situational. I can’t tell. I’ll be saying I want to kms and he thinks it’s silly, then turn around to do it himself, for different reasons
Ah but he gets in his own head too, for his identity and his place in the world. Just not self conscious and suicidal in the sense of ‘I really should kms’ thought on a thursday due to self disgust, not really