bubbly

the greatest

[bubbly @rxh20191009]

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[Alina ♰ @emalkova22]

And suddenly i didn’t want to be anyone’s girlfriend anymore

[🇨🇦 @mrkkitten]

i feel so stupid for crying this much because who cries this much

[Deep Thoughts 💭 @quotetoponder]

You handled it so well.

[🍂 @Lovandfear]

you just get tired

[bubbly @rxh20191009]

It took me two weeks to fight off my fucked up mind so I can function on my weekend. You wouldn't understand because you're not trying to survive every day. You don't worry about your food, rent, bills or anything. Now I wanna kill myself for not being able to do anything. Nice.

[bubbly @rxh20191009]

What if magpasagasa na after shift

[✒️ @Literariium]

WHY AM I SO FAR BEHIND EVERYONE MY AGE?? WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO DO THE SAME THINGS AS EVERYONE ELSE ??WHY CANT I JUST BE NORMAL AND NOT STRUGGLE OR BE SCARED OF EVERYTHING

[bubbly @rxh20191009]

The peace, the energy, the motivation I worked SO HARD to have just immediately disappeared. All for it to last only a day.

[bubbly @rxh20191009]

Bubby, what do I do?

I am no longer here. I'm no longer the person you met. I no longer have the drive. Nor a dream or a life I am looking forward.

I'm so so drained. I drowned for quite some time now.

How can I tell you that the more I try, the more painful it gets.

[bubbly @rxh20191009]

I'm so happy he has something to put his heart on to. I am really happy for him. He is my baby.

And there is me, trying not to break everyday, putting on a mask for everybody. Having no other things to do besides work that I hate.

I'm so far gone. I'm struggling to fake it.

[✒️ @Literariium]

“I cannot make you understand.
I cannot make anyone understand
What is happening inside me.
I cannot even explain it to myself”

— Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis