victoria 🕸️

19 | non edtwt dni 。・° ☕️ pro recovery⭐︎ 。gw ~ 95 lbs・°° ugw ~ 78 lbs
ana recovered to bulimia pipeline

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

7/11/26
196.8
unpinning at 180
(literally so embarrassed to post this but it’ll keep me on track and a reminder not to binge)

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

@spitandtears111 lowest 118 - highest 230

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

1 year 10 months 27 days

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

what to do when all you have left is nothing

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

my friends don’t care about me. my boyfriend who isn’t my boyfriend is leaving for the marines and my entire life is changing but me
i’m all alone, i can’t do this anymore

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

yeah i’m losing everything

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

i haven’t felt suicidal in years and i think im feeling it

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

@rengoespsycho @sknnypvppy sorry for the second reply but it genuinely makes me feel so depressed, i can be crying and binging and all i want to do is stop but i dont. like why?

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

@rengoespsycho @sknnypvppy real

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

feeling very depressed

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

yeah i’m cooked

[𝓁𝑒𝒶𝒽 @dscplined]

when I gain weight, I don’t wanna do anything. I don’t wanna have new friends. I don’t wanna clean up the house. I don’t wanna go out. I don’t wanna wear makeup

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

fattest person on earth last few days can’t stop binging pls help me please

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

forgot yesterday, 7/19/26
intake: 1800
burned: ?
net: 1800

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

vic’s july accountability 🕯️☕️

[angel➹ @eyesofangelite]

how it feels to be on a relapse and recover cycle since the age of 9

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

7/18/26
intake: 1428
burned: 78. walked 2k steps 🥹
net: 1350

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

@bedsux HOW??? my lungs would have DIED

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

@mangledzombi yess

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

191.5

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

7/11/26
196.8
unpinning at 180
(literally so embarrassed to post this but it’ll keep me on track and a reminder not to binge)

[victoria 🕸️ @rxttingurl]

the day i see ana-r on my papers and not atypical ana i will feel complete