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if u ask me what i'm doing now, well i've been holding on all this time.... not to kms.........

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they deserve what they want cuz they fight for it

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wait i really wanna kill myself badly but my family is waiting for my graduation so icannot

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rayhan panek lanek pane

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ayah jagoan rayhan sholat subuh tu rayhan kecek an alah sabananyo ndak ado gai rayhan shalat do yah..... maaf rayhan yah

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rayhan sananyo baduto kalau rayhan ngecek an lai shalat ayah ibu.... maaf rayhan ndak ado solat lai do ibu ayah.... mungkin iko hasil dari lalai rayhan ka allah

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i've never had a good cry since like last year when im in front of your grave bang

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gang gang gang sounds good as i bang my head

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i listen to gnarly and im so gnarly me thinks

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😢😢🤭

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA IT WAS NEVER THAT SERIOUS ACTUALLY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHHAAHAHAH

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no actually i was kidding HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

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im tiredDDDDDDDDDDDTTTTTTTTT HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHHAHAJJHHHHHJDDD aAaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAASHSHHWUIDSUAK AH

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maaf rayhan alun bisa jadi yang ibu ayah uni dll inginkan...... i always choose wrong destination in my life

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or a shoulder i can lean to................. im tired

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i dont wanna kill myself actually but im so damn tired... i just need a warm hug.........

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no i was wrong.... i still have my own family.... it's not like they're not home to me but i can't tell my own struggle as i already a burden to them..... ayah i love you.... ibu i love you.... uni i love you....... bg hamdi i love you.... panek rayhan hiduik...

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WHY DOES NOBODY GENUINELY CARE ABOUT ME????????????? WHEN I LOVE PEOPLE AROUND ME UNCONDITIONALLY AND I LOVE YALL GENUINELY

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can i just like disappear

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ARGH