I'd avoid opportunities at work I'd let others take the lead on presentations I'd even strategically position myself in classrooms to not be called on.
Yet Rei, despite being an Angel, is incapable of love or expressing emotion; Kaworu, by contrast, loves Shinji deeply and wholeheartedly, desiring only his happiness.
It turned out that my normally-congested commute was so clear this morning was because of a horrible traffic accident that happened further up the road.
This is a YOU problem, and that's a good thing, the only silver lining of it all, since this is a you problem, it means only YOU have the MEANS, POWER AND WILL to fix it, even if you've not been able to yet. Good luck.