nobody talks about the stage of grief where you can't even talk about it to anyone anymore because everyone expects you to be getting over it but it still runs through your mind everyday.
I literally HAD TO FIGHT MY WAY OUT OF THAT DARK SPACE IN LIFE AND I REFUSE TO LET ANYONE TAKE ME BACK!!! That goes for family, friends, relationships. I CANNOT LOSE ME ANYMORE !!!
My call log the same everydayโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ.
i hope my old self knows i love her n iโm trying to heal all her trauma from the past shit she went thru and didnโt deserve & how iโm creating new boundaries for her that she was too scared to do
Iโm currently surviving the hardest season of my life. I have no clue what God is up to. Nevertheless, Iโm standing in expectation that on the other side of this, there will be joy.