literally cane to a realization it happened bcs this whole time ive had this goal for a certain date i had to weigh under a certain am and my head told me no i am not allowed . but now that its past my goal im not telling myself im not allowed
all i have to do is continue like normal . pretend it didnt happen and continue restricting . yes it will be challenging but i believe in myself . this will be my " metabolism day " what ever . we are moving on