mullet grower

23 y/o, ed/vent ig veteran, new autoimmune dx, arfid, autism, bp, whatever

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i never thought i’d use this account again lol

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hi:(

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me and my bf are taking time apart bc he has untreated cptsd and alcohol addiction 💔 i’m sad

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@percfromthebase that made me think of handmaids ….

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remember when i was happy

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@percfromthebase literally me when i’m derailing a conversation

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so ya if anyone sees this that had been keeping up with some of my health posts, my dr is finally referring me to 2 different surgeons. one for my muscle hernia and one for my bunions lol. that means i have to maintain a healthy weight until then😭

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but my appetite has gotten so low bc i feel like i can only eat a lot for a few weeks at a time. food gets boring to me, and it’s too much work. when i’m nourished enough, fasting is extremely easy. like, i’m not at me lw, so my body has nutrients to spare me lol

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i have like surgeries coming up so i have my weight at about 25+ from my lw last year, which like i don’t love, but i look quite more glowing and stunning in the face so i can deal with covering my body up. my dr is super happy w my weight now too

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@__YE0NGIN if someone got mad at me for saying i’m bloated i would fart a lot of times until they asked me to stop 🥰

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@CinnaBunOats wait so is green giant safe??

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this is why this platform has a soft spot on me…these convos are not welcome on other ed websites

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just pathetic

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the sa friday night is unearthing many sexual traumas i’ve pushed down and i’m so upset. i am not ready to face all this. why can’t men just go to hell i’m the one who has to deal with this now and he gets to forget me

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just got sa’d at an edm show :( i’m tired of how women are treated. i literally almost threw up

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got a “you look so healthy!” comment tonight 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭whyd i have to fall in love this year

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is it worth using this app anymore someone lmk

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@V4LlUM but i like ur page and i have like a lot of the whites of my eyes showing so it doesn’t look this stark

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@sk1nndeep you can’t recover from it if it’s unaddressed with them