hey everyone. life’s been kinda fucked lately. my parents’ health has been a mess. mum’s starting to get better, i think, but it’s been rough. dad got really sick last week, he’s dropped like 10 kilos in a few months. after a fuckload of tests they’re saying it’s few allergies...
i just wanna lie down for like 50 years. been feeling low… you try to keep a happy face on but idk what's the point afterall. didn’t really know who to say this to, so yeah, just putting it here.
but honestly… it still feels off. everything just feels stuck. like i’m watching it happen and i can’t do shit to help. sometimes i try to joke around, make them laugh, but lately i don’t even have it in me. i don’t wanna talk, don’t wanna do anything...