I wanna dick someone down in front of a mirror, pull their head up so they can see themselves in the mirror and how much of a mess they've been left in while I use them
I’m so scared of making people uncomfortable or accidentally crossing unspoken boundaries or coming off as someone who only cares about the sex and not caring about the person but I’m so confident in speaking up in every other aspect of my life????
My ex’s got me fucked up so bad that trying to ask for things I want to try during sex or that I want people to do to/with me during sex makes me feel guilty and pushy and like I’m coercing people to do things that make them uncomfortable so I end up not asking for things
I have this ongoing fantasy where I get it rough in bed, bruising grip on my hips, my thighs; my throat, hickeys all over. And I’d go out in public and people get all worried, asking “are you okay?” all the while I’d begged to be marked up like that…
It’s been almost two years since I’ve confidently dommed and almost 6 years since I’ve been a brat. I am SO close to getting my confidence back I just need more consistent/frequent sex to be able to open back up