i wish i could learn to stop being so mean to myself and putting myself down constantly. theres such a massive mental disconnect in my head but i also just dont think i deserve to feel good about myself in general. i just want to feel pretty but i cant bc i feel disgusting.
feel a lot better with a lot of the weight off. would not recommend dropping 30 lbs bc you wont take care of yourself but now thats it off i gotta keep it off bc god i felt so fat before