I’ve gained 10lbs from eating regular/not purging I was trying to cope convince myself it’s not noticeable but my cousin said I look much fatter pulled up old photos of me I had to just laugh until I went o home I cried for the first time in like 6 months I feel like a fat idiot
Actually I want this color instead of the super warm blonde
Now I have to decide if I should get my hair cut and dyed by an actual hairdresser for the first time in 7 years or attempt this on my own…
Buying these was all fun and games only to walk out of the store and get cornered by a homeless guy on a bike who wedged himself between me and my car door and heckled me for money until I got too nervous and caved and gave him my last $20.00 cash #NOTFUCKINGCOOL
I started feeling stupid as fuck for collecting toys and I banned myself from buying any for almost a year but I broke my streak today when I saw these soooo cuuute and they’re scented so they make my display case smell nice. No more after today though I swear….