I realised that people are not acting like it's normal. They don't know any other reality and the system has ensured they can't imagine it either.
Unless you accept death (the unknown) you cannot be able to let go of this reality.
It is people fighting to stay alive.
I saw a post on Reddit that said that “The underlying purpose of AI is to allow wealth to access skill while removing from the skilled the ability to access wealth.” And I don’t think I’ve ever seen AI described so incisively.
We've seen so much death & grief in this country last 3-4 years. We've watched so many parents & families cry for their children in courtrooms & funerals alike.
For me, how a country values life is the measure of a civilized & developed society. It's tragic that we are here.
DIY therapy but it’s just me sitting in silence while reassuring memes play in my head:
“Tough times never last.”
“Umepanic relax!!l
“Never mind about what it dawned today, but tomorrow. Because tomorrow it will not dwell as it dawns today. Tomorrow it will dawn another way.”
I think it's worth unpacking why a woman's positive traits and good things she has going for her in life are automatically seen as things that should be channelled towards motherhood. Like a good woman is "wasted" if she's not childbearing. It doesn't sit right with me.
cried so much but still cant make peace with the fact that the kiind of life i envision for myself remains inaccessible due to reasons beyond my control
At least i have lived long enough to identify frauds, this is exactly the same script UDA used back in 2022....to woo the masses and pose as defenders, if this is teh new you want poleni am never boarding !!!!
Maraga hadi Mwisho.
I think there’s something deeply wrong with the way I resent having a job. I know it’s fine morally to not want to be coerced to work for survival, but most people have the ability to suck it up. But I am haunted by the reality of my one life on this planet being owned by others.