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[sayangnyalucas @saculbieber]

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[aku mia ☽̶☾ @ItsMeOshGf]

Detik detik kai cabut tempered glass nya yg salah beli 😭😭🤏
Berarti selama ini dia tetap pasang karna sayang kalau lgsg di buang 😭😭😭
Ngakak bgt wkwkwkw
Pas dia buka gw spontan bilang NAHHHHHHHHHHH

[sayangnyalucas @saculbieber]

@tanyakanrl gatau kakk ga pernah jajan😭 100 aja kdg 2 minggu, karna mentok cuma kopi itu pun juarang kalo lg pengen doang🫠🤏🏻 jajanku boncos kalo keluar sm mama karna kami sm” suka jajan wkwk. sehari pernah abis 900rb itu uda istigfar mulu abis itu uda ga pernah lg

[txt keabsurdan wni @txtharihariWNI]

gue mau cerita tentang temen gue.

sebut aja dia R.

dulu gajinya 7 juta.

dan tiap kali kami ngobrol, dia selalu bilang satu kalimat yang sama:

"Val, nanti kalau gaji gw udah 15 juta, baru deh gw bisa nabung. Baru deh hidup gw beres."

gue dengerin. gue angguk-angguk. gue percaya.

tiga tahun kemudian, gajinya beneran naik.

bukan 15 juta.

17 juta.

gue seneng banget waktu dia kabar. gue pikir sekarang hidupnya udah oke. udah bisa nabung. udah beres kayak yang dia bilang dulu.

sampai kemarin dia chat gue.

"Val, lo bisa pinjemin 500 ribu nggak? Buat nutup tagihan."

gue bengong lama di depan layar HP gue.

kita ketemuan.

gue tanya pelan: "lah kok bisa?"

dia diem sebentar.

terus jawab satu kalimat yang sampai sekarang masih muter di kepala gue:

"Gaji gw naik. Tapi gaya hidup gw naik lebih kenceng."

gue kira dia bercanda.

dia buka notes HP-nya dan nunjukkin ke gue.

gaji: 17 juta.

pengeluaran:

kos: 4 juta. makan dan kopi: 3,2 juta. cicilan HP: 1,1 juta. paylater: 2,4 juta. transport: 1,8 juta. langganan aplikasi: 600 ribu. jajan random: 2 juta. transfer keluarga: 1,5 juta.

sisa?

kadang nol.

kadang minus.

gue tanya: "paylater 2,4 juta itu buat apa aja?"

dia diem bentar.

"ya... barang kecil-kecil doang."

kaos 89 ribu. sepatu diskon. skincare. makan promo. top up game. barang lucu dari live shopping. checkout karena takut stok habis.

satu-satu kelihatannya kecil.

tapi pas digabung, jadi satu monster yang nagih tiap bulan.

yang bikin gue serem bukan belanjanya.

tapi kalimat pembenarnya.

"lagi diskon."

"mumpung murah."

"cuma 30 ribu."

"gratis ongkir."

"bulan depan juga ketutup."

dan dia bilang satu hal yang nusuk banget:

"gw bahkan udah nggak bisa bedain lagi. Gw lagi hemat, atau lagi nyari alasan buat keluar duit."

terus dia ngomong sesuatu yang bikin gue diam lama banget:

"Gw nggak miskin karena nggak punya uang. Gw miskin karena uang gw udah punya tujuan sebelum masuk rekening."

tanggal 25 gajian.

tanggal 26 autodebet.

tanggal 27 bayar cicilan.

tanggal 28 bayar paylater.

tanggal 29 baru sadar:

yang kerja sebulan dia. yang menikmati duluan tagihan.

gue tanya: "jadi yang paling bikin nyesel apa?"

dia jawab:

"Gw pikir gw beli barang. Ternyata gw beli kewajiban."

HP baru = cicilan 12 bulan. barang diskon = tagihan bulan depan. makan enak tiap hari = saldo bocor pelan-pelan. kopi harian = lebih dari sejuta sebulan. paylater = gaji masa depan yang udah dipakai hari ini.

"Gw kerja buat bayar keputusan gw yang kemarin."

coba hitung kasar.

kopi 35 ribu x 22 hari kerja = 770 ribu. delivery food dengan selisih ongkir dan markup 25 ribu x 20 kali = 500 ribu. checkout random 75 ribu x 10 kali = 750 ribu. langganan aplikasi yang jarang dibuka = 300 ribu.

total: 2,3 juta.

itu bukan pengeluaran besar. itu bocor kecil yang pura-pura nggak kelihatan.

sekarang temen gue lagi coba bikin aturan sendiri.

kalau barangnya diskon tapi nggak ada di rencana, berarti tetap mahal. kalau beli karena capek, tunggu besok. kalau checkout cuma karena takut kehabisan, tutup aplikasi 10 menit dulu. kalau cicilan bikin gaji bulan depan terasa sempit, jangan ambil.

dan satu pertanyaan yang dia tempel di layar HP-nya sekarang sebelum checkout apapun:

"Gw butuh ini, atau gw cuma pengin ngerasa hidup gw naik kelas?"

dari cerita dia, gue jadi mikir.

mungkin masalah banyak orang bukan nggak bisa cari uang.

tapi nggak pernah diajarin cara mempertahankan uang.

dari kecil kita diajarin: belajar biar kerja, kerja biar punya uang, punya uang biar bisa beli ini itu.

tapi jarang diajarin: kalau uang udah masuk, jangan langsung dikasih jalan keluar semua.

ini bukan soal hidup pelit.

beli kopi boleh. checkout promo boleh. reward diri boleh.

tapi jangan sampai tiap reward kecil numpuk jadi hukuman besar di akhir bulan.

coba jujur ke diri sendiri:

pengeluaran kecil apa yang paling sering bikin saldo lo bocor?

kopi? makan online? paylater? top up? checkout live?

atau "cuma 50 ribu" yang kejadian 20 kali?

[sayangnyalucas @saculbieber]

@TaryokoL @bvtrass yaela beneran editan

[★🫑.ᐟ @markfcore]

hi… 🥺
have you been doing well??

lately i feel like i’ve only been sharing heavy & serious things with czennies, so honestly my heart hasn’t felt very at ease & i feel sorry… but i think today might be my last bubble for a while… so i’m sending this message today with a heavy heart too..ㅠ
i never imagined a day like this would come, or that i’d be saying something like this directly to you like this..ㅠ but as i write this, it feels strange that it doesn’t even feel realㅠ

while you’ve been receiving my bubble, if even just a little you gained strength from it, and if there were moments where my messages gave you even a bit of good energy to get through your day, then i think i’d be really happy, and really really relieved and thankfulㅠ i couldn’t send bubbles super often, but every time i did, i always meant it sincerely and hoped you’d gain strength from it.. 🥺
honestly, when i read your messages, there were so many times i gained strength too, even if you might not realize it. even now, when i read your messages, there are so many moments where i feel comforted and my heart feels warm.

this space called bubble was always fun in that sense & i think i was even happier because you enjoyed it together with me.
but because of that, the fact that my bubble is ending after today might be really sad for you & i’m worried it might make things hard for you, so my heart feels really heavy..

i’ve been working hard on lots of different things. i think i’m working with many different people, in many different ways, and making music! i’m also going around looking for inspiration and experiencing a lot of different things.

i’ll come back to you and czennies soon with a new side of me & new music. i heard that some of you were worried i might retire… i know this is a time where both you & the members might have a lot of worries, so i want to comfort you and be your strength as soon as possible. i’ll really do my best. but not just simply working hard and coming back, i want to truly grow. and i’ll come back with music made from new ways of expressing that growth. you’ve told me a lot that you like hearing my stories… so i’ll try to put more of my stories into my music. i’m also spending this time thinking deeply about myself, finding myself again, and looking for new inspirations to express myself in new ways.

i’ll also prepare a new way to communicate and come back soon. i’m sorry it feels like you’re just waiting… you waited a lot even during my solo album… but this time too, i’ll make sure to repay you with something even better for making you waitㅠ let’s take this time as a moment for both of us to grow, and meet again soonㅠ

it’s not like we’ll never see each other again, but i’ll really miss you. really. i’m not going anywhere, so please don’t be too sad or have a hard time, just wait a little. i’ll come back soon.
thank you so so much for bubbling with me, listening to my stories, always being my strength, making me laugh, and sharing fun stories with me. thank you for always being so kind to me… we’ll meet again soon!
today, tomorrow, and the day after, fighting. 🥺
i sincerely hope you sleep well on all the nights without my messages for a while 🥺

once again, thank you so much & i love you 💚❤️

[✩ @deurimace]

MARK RAKYAT BIASA 😭 MANUSIA BIASA 😭 JUST SOME GUY 😭 BULE BIASA YG BISA DITEMUIN DI PINGGIRAN JALAN UBUD 😭 MARK NON IDOL BENERAN DAHSYAT BGT 😭 HE LITERALLY GOT THAT RESIGN GLOW 😭 HE’S FREE 😭 I’M HAPPY FOR HIM 😭😭😭

[sayangnyalucas @saculbieber]

@nowissuga @lisaa1111296 @tanyarlfes beneran momong bgt kak, 2x aku dpt cowo genz🫠 ga dewasa bgt capek apalg kalo penghasilan dia lebih kecil dari kita isinya insecure mulu, ngeluh mulu. mau yg kyk di atas aja formal gpp kesannya kyk cast CEO banyak uang🙌🏻😃

[vyaaa @pinkeuberys]

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H2H HOUSE HITS JAKARTA
#Hearts2Hearts #하츠투하츠 #H2H #HEARTS2HOUSE_JAKARTA
#SunshineCarmenDay

[(ユ) mengsss 🫧🐇 WTR LS FOR JNJM & MONO JAEHYUN @jaaeemsgf]

berasa send off sm keluarga carmen 😭😭😭

[Tanti E @kimicool]

20260328 Celebrating Carmen's bday with tumpeng (nasi kuning),😋
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[(ユ) mengsss 🫧🐇 WTR LS FOR JNJM & MONO JAEHYUN @jaaeemsgf]

lucu bgt keluarga carmen dadah dadah 😭

[sayangnyalucas @saculbieber]

@Hyunzuk @JAERI2128 @onyurvals tadi barusan liat foto keluarga nya carmen pas birthday, mukanya sensor si cuma ada yg bilag sebelah carmen itu carlos dan dia tinggi bgt melebihi vincent

[Tanyarl 💚 @tanyakanrl]

💚 Ini beneran gak sih guys 😭? Termasuk iphone juga naik ya? Kira kira emang naiknya berapa persen, dan mulai bulan apa?

[sayangnyalucas @saculbieber]

@chaerzyuu ini yg dinamanin investasi😂😂

[sayangnyalucas @saculbieber]

@24hrsoflily dari yg harga secondnya masi jutaan, mba nya percaya 300rb😭

[sayangnyalucas @saculbieber]

@kegblgnunfaedh jujur ini nyata buanyak bgtt anak sma sekarang yg gabisa nulis nominal dan terbilang. bahkan bedain nominal dan terbilang aja mereka gatau. mengcape lah kalo pas diserbu bocah” narik beasiswa tapi kaga bisa nulis slipnya. giliran stecu stecu aja kumat jogetnya😤

[sayangnyalucas @saculbieber]

@tanyarlfes akun ignya direport rame” gabisa kah

[Be my kitten @Bemykitten214]

250307 느좋군인 #재현 #JAEHYUN #ジェヒョン #윤오 #YUNO #NCT #NCT127

[? @golflefleur]

THIS VIDEO????

[sayangnyalucas @saculbieber]

@foodwillrescue punyaku masi ttp kenapa ya kak uda update ig sm ios masi ttp sama aja tampilannya