Melancholia

random thoughts as I fight this stage 4 clear cell sarcoma

[Melancholia @sadasfuccc]

I’m fighting this cancer not just for myself, but for my parents. They are my everything and I’m doing everything I can for them.

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Having anxiety attack right now. Welcome to my life i just want to be okay

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Gusto kong lumaban sa totoo lang pero hindi ko alam paano lalaban. Parang lahat hindi pabor sakin.

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Day 7: Pagod na pagod na ako

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My first time taking mrphne. And wtf the effect was so fucking lit n quick

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Claiming

[Idil Ahmed @idillionaire]

A miracle will happen for you.

[Melancholia @sadasfuccc]

Hi, I’m at stage 4 clear cell sarcoma cancer and I don’t really actually know how to feel about it.

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I cried after a colleague, whom I never talked and met in person told me to “hang in there”. Thank you. Thank you for appreciating my efforts.

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Sometimes, validation is what we need. When we least expect it

[Thought Catalog @ThoughtCatalog]

🖤

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Lord, Ikaw na po ang bahala sa akin. Wala naman po akong gusto kundi ang kaligtasan at kapayapaan ng mama at papa ko wala ng iba pa.

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I love my parents so much. I wouldn’t trade them for the world. I am fighting because of them.

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I told my mom that I’m too tired at work and I want to resign. She just told me that she supports whatever my decision is and if I want to rest, then I’ll rest. No need to pressure myself in looking for a new job.

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Balance means choosing not to do more even if you still can

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Being Comfortable without Effort by Soo-Hyun Kim — a thread

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If you do everything completely well on your own, people who love to be with you will just join you. -Granny Park Mak-rye

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Life can never always be as planned or efficient. That's why instead of self-blame and regret, it's better to leave a blank
space for mistakes and errors and determine the cost for being stupid.

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I Decided to Live as Me by Soo-Hyun Kim — a thread

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This is why we shouldn't neglect our own happiness. In the end, the best we can do is-even if we share affection and love with others--to be fully responsible for our own happiness.