𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺

preparing my post death memoir

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

One of the healthiest things I've been doing lately is gaslighting myself

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

Jack Ryan S1E5 12:40

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

I'm sorry he died.

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

The dog chases yet another vehicle

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

I get what the hype is about.

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

I'll Nikola Tesla myself if I have to.

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

Corruption.

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

Lock and Key hypothesis remains but a hypothesis for there is a key but no lock

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

Q

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

Kindness.

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

Crowned cowardly whisper as an oath once,
held it to fire, asked it to name itself aloud.
It trembled and hid in the long shadow of a shame.

Rehearsed doubt and expected smoke.
Same match to air, but the flame answered flame without a flicker.

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

Man vs Chicken

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

I lived as an innocent mouse in a warm kitchen but was sentenced to death for being scared of the world and not the landlord.

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

Wake up, Saadan.
It's over.

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

Corrupt man.

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

Heer

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

Monday, April 20th, 2026
I'm a powerless mitochondria.

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

Let me fold into it, small, unasked questions dissolving,
edges softening into something almost kind.
And let me stay, not because I belong,
but because leaving feels like falling
into a world that never learned how to catch.

It holds me the way gravity should have.

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

I helped stitch this sky, but now you're flying in its light with foreginers
who claim to speak it like a native tongue.

I remain where the dream was first imagined.
A ghost in the blueprint;
uninvited to the house I helped name.

[𝑺𝒂𝒅𝘥𝘺 @saddydaddy_]

When I go mac mode will it be 928, 1 or none?

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