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. . ⇢ tw edtwt; 21; avocado luvr

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

@wastinglee Ur gonna make it thru!!!

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

@wastinglee I'm so sorry bby :( im here if you need anything at all, im sorry ur going thru this

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

gritting my teeth and bearing it bcos i cannot make decisions abt my life or its value when i'm this exhausted

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

i miss being underweight so much

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not ok

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@cappuccinokgs We got this ,, something's gotta level out at some point !

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

somehow always shocked at how i feel the morning after l drinking

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

running out of time but im not sure for what

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

@cappuccinokgs I can relate to that rn, it's extremely unsettling nd I'm so sorry you're going thru it :( <3

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

Had to call oht of work bcos I had such a severe panic attack that I legitimately thought I was abt to have a heart attack ✌️

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

sry i was having a moment last night

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

i wasn't supposed to be strong i was supposed to be four and fragile and eat sweet fruits and candies for the first time and run outside and scream at the top of my lungs i was not supposed to be strong i was supposed to be four

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

I DONT CARE THAT IT MADE ME STRONGER !!!! I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A KID !!!! YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO PROTECT ME !!!

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

tbh ik at the end of the day nothing will ever fix the fact that i am an ugly girl playing dress up but maybe you would finally feel guilty for the things that you did to me ...

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

idk why i thought looking thru old videos and pics from when i was at my lw was a good idea but i feel so unbearably horrible i literally want to rip off my skin

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

there is no amount of coffee or tea or sunshine that can fix it

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

i am vile i am no good

[fawn ˑ༄ؘ @sadlyfawn]

getting sick nd having a rlly hard time dealing w the nausea bcos i am so beyond terrified of throwing up that it's making me so anxious , which makes me feel even more nauseous , which makes me feel like im gonna throw up , which makes me anxious , which makes me feel like I'm g