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to an amusement park, but now that that's where Naim lives, he goes every night.

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Naim seeing Ryan approach the gates of Crazy Fun Park every day and is so excited to see him each time, but he's scared that one day Ryan will get bored of this new life where he has to go to an abandoned amusement park just to see his best friend. Naim is scared that Ryan will

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think it's too much, meanwhile Ryan can't wait to go to Crazy Fun Park and it's his favorite part of his day now. Naim knowing he can't be strong for Ryan anymore and he keeps bringing it up, but Ryan doesn't care, he's just glad he gets to see Naim. Ryan never thinking he'd go

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up, but they don't budge, instead he hears voices, children's voices and they sound like they're talking to Naim. Ryan can't save a dead soul, but he just wants to see if Naim will get bullied here. He hears Naim laughing and knows that maybe this is the best place for him now.

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Naim and Ryan go to Crazy Fun Park instead of the mill one day. Naim is trying to prove that he's strong and isn't scared, so Ryan stops teasing him. Naim starts climbing the roller coaster structure and he can feel that it's not sturdy as he climbs. He doesn't want Ryan to think

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no use. Ryan doesn't want to leave Naim's side, so he tries dragging Naim out, but something won't let Naim leave. No matter how hard Ryan tries, something invisible is pulling Naim back and once Naim is all the way back in, the gates start closing. Ryan tries opening them back

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be, because Ryan tells himself he only causes people pain.

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Ryan and Naim do talk in the car when Ryan drops Naim off, but Ryan tells Naim how he can’t stay with Naim because he’s only caused him pain and that if they stay together, they’ll jet jumped and punished more and Ryan can’t deal with being the cause of Naim’s pain.

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He’ll still carry the memories the had together and he knows he’ll always love Naim and that he’ll probably see Entity Naim more now, but he’ll deal with it because at least it’s a face he loves. He just wants Naim to be safe and maybe if Naim moves on from Ryan, he will

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family he cares about now are his siblings.

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Ryan calling home in hopes his siblings will pick up, and he gets to hear their voices again only to be met with his father's voice and immediately hanging up. Naim calling home in hopes that he will get to talk to his mom again, but it goes to voice mail, and he's met with a

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text saying, "You're only allowed to call me when you're normal again. If you aren't, don't bother. I won't pick up." Naim feeling guilty that he still tries to contact his mom while Ryan has moved on from his parents and don't care about them anymore and the only biologically

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pulls out his lighter and puts it in front of Ryan's face not wanting to take any chances.

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Whenever Entity Ryan is around Naim, he always tells Naim in the softest voice he can "it's okay" right before he's about to hurt Naim because he wants Naim to get as close as possible to him so that when Naim realizes it's the entity, he doesn't have enough time to run away.

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do u think the entity learned to whisper “it’s ok” like this from ryan telling him it’s ok in the bus scene😵😵

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Naim thought he was getting good at telling when it was real and when it was the entity, but he always falls for the quiet voice and the entity catches on to this, which he why he always talks to Naim in a quiet voice and when the real Ryan talks to him in a soft voice, Naim

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@empwiththetemp 19

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@silly_siamese because he doesn't want his brother to worry about him more than he probably already does and he knows that if his brother saw him, he'd want to stay,

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Imagine Mapplethorpe had a younger brother and Chester had to be the one to tell him about Mapplethorpe's death. Mapplethorpe's brother has always seen Chester as a brother, so he knows it’s the truth and he stays close by his side and now Chester has to tell all these amazing

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@silly_siamese Mapplethorpe not wanting his brother to forget him so he asks Chester to make sure that he will always remember Mapplethorpe and remember how nice he was and not to be sad that he's now gone. Mapplethorpe makes sure that Chester won't ever bring his brother to Crazy Fun Park

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forgotten for good.

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After finding out that Mapplethorpe could die forever if his family stops remembering him, Chester makes sure that he talks about him even more to Mapple's brother, so that Mapplethorpe will never be forgotten because he couldn't deal with being the reason that Mapple is being