Whenever i drink i feel like i get my consciousness back. Usually when im sober, i disassociate. When i get drunk i feel alive, i feel in control. But that could just be a thought ya know. I become more honest about myself, and my needs.
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Nothing feels real anymore. Everything is in a blur, i start crying without realizing. My body feels limp and foreign. And I seem to sexualize everything, thats my way of coping i guess. The only moments in which i feel present are; when im writing, or touching myself.
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I swear to god im so dumb. Why do i get obsessed soo fast??? Im literally so needy and possessive. And guys are so fake, you always say you want a clingy girl and shit like that. But you end up love bombing us and ghosting after a few days. Now, all i can do is stalk!
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This vid always does something to me. It’s probably because of how she looks absolutely lost in pleasure. When is it gonna be my turn!!!!?!????!!
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I see, im freaking out everyone! Im always freaking out people irl, didnt think I would freak out people of twitter. Ugh just, idk lets be horny together.
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