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minor - starting ed recovery :) healing myself and my relationship w food!!

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edtwt dni please

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what is recoverytwt's obsession with cats all about

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my mom made muffins I GOT SO EXCITED LOL thats why the camera is blurred

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reminder that there is no one correct way to recover: some will eat "healthier" foods than others, some will exercise more than others, some will need help more than others and that's okay. whats important is that you're healing and honoring your body and what it wants.

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more family dinny lolz

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cw / weight talk
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my dad's french toast for brekkie! made me feel temporarily better about the immense amount of weight i gained so far

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@lovinghealingg proud of u!!

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@sylversylveon69 samee

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tw // relapse thoughts
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i'm so tired of this im gaining so much weight its actually insane maybe recovery isnt worth it after all

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i've been feeling restrictive lately so i made those 2 ingredient pancakes for breakfast, god they were HORENDOUS
at least this is motivating me to get the full experience when i cook for myself! added some lemon yogurt too lol it was yummy

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is there a prorecovery/ recoveryspo bot on character ai? that would be soo cool

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@_whos_Sabrina im so glad other people understand

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i want to be recovered, but i don't want to be in recovery. honestly i can't stand recovery anymore it feels like my entire life revolves around food and weight gain... i just want to get rid of the ed once and for all without working to get rid of it

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i want this all to end sigh

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for lunch i had dumplings for the first time ever lol. + an orange, a fried egg and green beans. i feel bad now about the small portions i used, and for being so obsessed with only using healthy food and trying so hard to make it "balanced" ..

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not to say that its bad to want to eat healthy of course! but i want to eat what i want guilt free :(

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@dollcakeeats its not easy!! but your body deserves this, she works so hard for you, its okay to honor her and your cravings. food freedom is worth everything!

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eggs w meat half a cob of corn, raspberries, and eggs w/ meat!
restricted myself on this kinda, i feel a bit bad about it now. i have now used butter in the pan twice today though so thats a win!

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@lovinghealingg pizza, pasta, burgers :(

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for me recovery was so much more than trying to heal my mind and body from a nasty ed. it was letting go of the obsession with perfection that's plagued me my entire life, and allowing me to be free and myself even if other people dont like it

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here's your reminder that recovery isnt easy- in fact it's terrifying. at the same time recovery is easy! it can be hard, it can be fun too! recovery can be anything, and that's because everyone's recovery journey is different.