sage🧚🏾

bpd is ruining my life lol snow roaches dni

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

“Poor men invented love so they could fuck for free” FDS subreddit is gold

[sunny @sunnybunny324]

her body is exactly my goals and I’m almost there bitches I’m just trying my best not to lose my ass in the process😂

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

I DID IT!!!!! I SOMEHOW DID IT. I’m p itchy and want to vomit but I. Feel. So. Good. First time shooting up h. Next time I do this againwilichebtkvikk

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

Why am I on these stupid fucking medications if they don’t even WORK. Been crying for days straight I’m so so so ready for when I get paid

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

I want this so bad. Just slip away quietly and peacefully into the night

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

HOW MANY TIMES HAS SHE SEEN@ME AFTER AN ATTEMPT. SHE DOESNT CARRREEEEEEEEE WHY DONT I FUCKINJ LISTRN

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

Never having the chance to say goodbye to anyone. Abby. Juliette. Bron. Fie. Naomi. Never being able to share my pain with someone else who actually cares. (Getting paid doesn’t count)

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

Some of the things I’m going to miss out on:
Being with Nylah forever. Falling in love. Sex that isn’t rape or sh. W/ someone I love. Seeing friends that I’ve been too ill to have relationships with. Icecream. Having a family. Being a part of something. Feeling wanted.

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

“I know it’s tough but you need to try harder!🙂” every fucking session. Each person. I FUCKING HAVE BEEN. WHEN DO I GET A BREAK. WHY DO YOU MAKE SUICIDE AOUN S O APPEALING

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

@trailerdingdong Oh shit it’s worse than the heroin he’s admitted to

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

@allegedly_adam @trishapaytas 🐍 why am I even surprised. I was hoping you’d be better than this. But everyone did warn me you were nothing but a cloutchasing weasel.

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

Intrusive thoughts include starting to use iv heroin :)

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

Those poops that make you hot and sweaty. Wtf even is ibs @ god !!

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

I’m seeing a social worker and my peer support worker tomorrow for the first time and I’m so nervous bc 1) the guy sounds hot af and I’m at my ugliest 2) I’ve told him about my drug use and he knows EVERYTHING

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

@spinachsosa Please dm@m@mmmm@

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

Just out for a smoke!

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

They said my liver was failing maybe I’ll take a bunch of paracetamol and fuck it up further let’s see how painful normal overdoses are

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

Too poor to even buy cheap $5 wine and get smashed for the night. Or even downers (luxury). I really want to pretend these past three weeks never existed (or just me)

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

That awfully humbling moment when you keep failing at fucking killing yourself

[sage🧚🏾 @sageyplum]

My therapist is an obnoxious fucking white cunt I’m over therapy