midnight pain

the suic*de has been cancelled

[midnight pain @sagittired]

I'm afraid that I'm floating away.

I'm at a point in my life where I simply accept whatever life throws at me since I just feel like I'm losing touch with who I was and who I want to be in the future. And right now, I'm afraid that I'm becoming too accustomed to floating away.

[love drops @lovedropx]

— Unknown

[𝐻𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃 ✮⋆˙ @beybitonuzben]

Birini bütün kusurlarıyla sevebilirim ama birinin beni sevmesi için kusursuz olmam gerekiyor gibi hissediyorum.

[midnight pain @sagittired]

i wanted you to ask me to stay

[illusionist 🕷️ @mentaylly_ill]

did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?

[nuanchan @nuanchanni]

when u go to sleep with a heavy heart and it doesnt go away when you wake up

[Notas. @Notas147]

ya no quiero volver a escuchar un “te merecés a alguien mejor”. Solo quiero escuchar un “quiero amarte y cuidarte como merecés, y voy a esforzarme en ser mejor para vos”.

[imuu @_beingimran_]

i don’t know why i still miss you this much at night, maybe it’s because this used to be the time we talked the most, maybe it’s because every night still feels incomplete without saying goodnight to you, all i know is, when everything gets quiet, i miss u more than i did all day

[VIN @rvinjayx_]

first of september, i cried.

[midnight pain @sagittired]

Some days, I think I’m finally getting there. Then a song comes on, I see something that reminds me of you, or it rains in a way that feels familiar, and suddenly, I’m back there again.

2/2 (sagittired)

[midnight pain @sagittired]

🤍,

I loved you in a way I never knew I was capable of, and maybe that’s why letting you go has taken me so much longer than I expected.

1/2 (sagittired)

[midnight pain @sagittired]

But no matter how much effort I put into distracting myself, the moment I'm alone in my bed, you're automatically there. Running through my mind like you never left.

I'm restless.

I'm hopeless.

I miss you.

[midnight pain @sagittired]

I keep finding things to do, places to go, people to see, anything that might keep my mind from thinking about you.

I've kept myself so busy that I've gotten sick from it more times than I'd like to admit.

[midnight pain @sagittired]

🤍,

Ever since we had that talk on Instagram, the one where we finally addressed the elephant in the room, I haven't been the same.

I've been distracting myself ever since. One side quest became two, then somehow more side quests every week.

[midnight pain @sagittired]

well, I'm back

apparently, I have a lot more to say than I thought

[midnight pain @sagittired]

@graceetarot_ 1111

[midnight pain @sagittired]

@manifestssecret Yes

[midnight pain @sagittired]

@imoneymantra @BASLottery YES

[midnight pain @sagittired]

@osemagnum Amen