wondering when my cherry tree is suppose to bloom and how to make it produce as much as possible since it hasn’t been taken care of for 20 years, then saying “I’ll just ask grandma,hers were gorgeous” just to remember that I can’t do that anymore 🥲
as much as I hate clatskanie sometimes, the people in this town are so supportive and so there for all the shit that my family has been through this year.
my daughters dad passed away when i was 12 weeks pregnant. she was admitted into the children’s hospital tonight. 3 weeks ago i met with a medium who told me jake flickers lights to show me he’s with me.